Trapped

Trapped.

Encased in this shell,

Looking, never seeing,

Behind metal bars,

A criminal in life,

Never right, never wrong,

Stuck in this cycle,

Never ending pain,

Nothing glorified,

Just trapped.

Trapped.

I Love You

Its been a while since I've written about the boy i love and he's really stressed at the moment so I'm going to write him a blog. a Nice blog telling him how much i love him because he deserves every word.


He doesn't think he's attractive at all but i think completely different, i think he is the most good looking boy I've ever met and his eyes are to die for.


He's going through so much at the minute with people tweeting about him and having to listen to people moan and complain and still complete all of his course work with these worries. He fights through and its amazing, he has so much strength and i respect him for that. Without him i wouldn't be the same and I've started to become dependant on him and without him i wouldn't smile as much as i do :)


I didn't think i could ever feel this way but i know with all the memories we've had we have soo many to come. He's helped me through all the hard things I've had to over come and i thank him for that. 


Its the feeling of when he comes and finds me at break and i see him standing in my tutor each time, a different surprise for me. Or when he knocks on my door his hair soaking wet from the rain with that little cheeky smile on his face, i take him for granted and i know i do and i know i shouldn't. 


We went on a date for valentines day, just to the cinema and even though it wasn't a fancy restaurant belonging to a famous chef or anywhere amazing i still had such a good time. when we sat next each other i saw him looking at me out of the corner of his eye and it made my heart jump in my chest and the feeling was amazing. i know i never want this feeling to go so I'm going to stay with him forever because i cant let him go.

Iloveyou Luke x