I'm not very good at writing about my feelings, but i don't care if anyone reads it, its probably better if no one does thinking about it because I'm gunna bitch and tell it like it is, here goes..
So, I'm 14, single and hating life, but come on, find someone who is actually happy, go on.. exactly. no-one..
I have some of the best friends a girl could ever want, mixture of boys and girls and they make me me. they get into fights, cover for me, they mean the world to me. sometimes they annoy the hell out of me but every ones friends do. if i didn't have my friends i wouldn't be the same person. i think having best friends is a bit wrong really, might as well be close to all of them instead of having favourites but if i could pick, my sister. she means EVERYTHING to me, i couldn't live without her, i really couldn't. just a look and she knows what i mean or what I'm thinking about it its magical... we laugh, cry, bitch, do everything together and as soppy as it sounds i miss her when i don't see her :( i suppose it would annoy some people living with their best friend but nope i love every minute of it. we've been so close, she knows all my secrets and i know hers and if ever she needs me i will always be here for her, you know who you are, love you <3
Boys. where do i start, who needs em?? truth is, every girl. we wouldn't be here without them we really wouldn't. yeah, they annoy the hell out of us but that's not their fault. we're the ones, yes us girls, who take everything they say to heart and over exaggerate everything they say. They mean well, yeah even the knobs. Believe it or not there are some decent guys out there, i know a few, dated a few but i always push them away, or do i??? girls jump to conclusions so i probably don't. so here i go ranting about boys, but when was my last relationship?? truth is, was today. got dumped. i should be sad but I'm not. i hate that about girls, they sit there and cry and mope about how bad their life is when truth is its probably fine, just because they don't have a guy on their arm but when they do they probably spend the time arguing with him anyway, you never know how good the thing was until you loose it. so yeah i lost a guy today. do i miss him?? yes, more than i thought i would. do i want him back?? yes, more than i thought i would and do you know what, I'm not afraid to tell him or wait in the wings and pick up the pieces of his broken heart when he gets hurt, that's what I'm going to do and if he doesn't know it, I'll prove it.
fewwww, that took a lot to get that out, so I'm gunna go, stop boring you with all the rubbish,
innabit xx
ohhh... and cheat on him and so help me god :) ta
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