My Belated Birthday

So, today I'm celebrating my 15th birthday. Its November 13th 2011, a day I've been waiting for the whole year and its going to be another 365 days until I'm sweet 16. Hopefully next year, 365 days from now will be better than today was. 


I'm not really looking forward to growing up, its a scary concept, slowly getting closer to your death, slowly ageing and collecting more responsibility as you go. I already have enough pressure as it is but now i have me, being 15, people expect more of you, and you to do better. you have to live up to the standards of other people and venture out of your comfort zone, venture into the unknown, but for those who know me, i like the calm and normal, the expected, not to be forced into growing up and doing things i don't want to do.


truth is, looking at it now, it seems like yesterday it was my 7th birthday, but this time soon, I'm going to be an adult, looking for a job, loosing the big v. Its a scary concept. Time flies by soo quickly and we don't even realise its gone. To end my whine I'm going to wish myself a lovely belated 15th birthday <3 happy birthday Simply Me.


xxx