My Boyfriend, what can i say? We haven't known each other for very long but i feel like its forever. I still remember the moments when we hardly spoke and the only interaction we had was a small smile in passing but its all changed now, everything has. I never thought i would fine someone who suits me like he does, its like exact puzzle pieces, its amazing.
He knows who he is, but he doesn't realise his potential and how gorgeous he is. He has the most amazing eyes I've ever looked into, they're deep green and they shine like theres no tomorrow, every time i look into his eyes i swear that those will haunt me where ever i go. His beautiful curly, flicky hair which he hates is adorable, the way it sticks out at funny angles and he gets so up tight about it, His smile, when he smiles i swear everything lights up inside of me and i feel myself smiling too. He's so insecure and i dont know why, it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks, as long as he knows how i feel about him I'll be happy. He's so clever, organised and talented it makes me look pathetic, hardly unorganised or clever. He manages to balance everything out equally, spending time with his friends, girlfriend and school work. He always says how he isn't good enough, how he needs to improve, but he's perfect just the way he is.
He's my marmite, you either hate him or love him and for me its the latter. Some people may not like him, but i always will. He goes through so much for me which he doesn't need too, he puts up with so much. He always finds the best in people, making them happy and making them laugh. when ever I'm with him i find myself grinning and i love the feeling. This boy would fight a war for me and i love him for it, He gets so much shit for going out with me but he fights through it just for me and i respect him for that, the way he holds his head up high and carries on.
We may have lied at the start of our relationship, kept it quiet and pretended like nothing was happening but we carried on together through everything that come our way and now every things perfect. He's met my family and I've met his, and they accepted me like i was one of them, i love spending time with them, i feel so welcome and it just feels like home.
As i said, we haven't been together long but i can see it carrying on for a long time, He needs to know that i love him and i trust him with my life no matter what happens, no matter how many people get in our way or how many walls we have to knock down, I'll be right there beside him the whole way. I never thought i would fee; this way but i do. Without my boyfriend i wouldn't be me, the person i am today. I'm not the most confident but I'm getting there because i trust him and i hope he trusts me. I tell him everything, he's like the best friend i never have. I hope reading this has made him understand just a fraction of the emotion i feel for him..
I love him with most of my heart, (i have to save some room for everyone else) and it will stay that way <3 xxx
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