To start this lovely, happy blog i am going to talk about mistakes. On average you make 3 three mistakes a day. Some people make more, some people less. I believe everyone should be forgiven for their mistakes, or to make that clearer, everyone should have a second chance. It annoys me when people aren't given this second chance and are left to suffer for their actions that they might not have meant to occur.
Saying this i sometimes think that i am maybe to soft on people, i don't want to say no, so i give too many chances that i shouldn't and that tends to lead to heartbreak or upset. I need to learn to say no and to stop giving in so easy.
Second thing is people lying. i cant stand it. The occasional white lie to avoid an argument or just a slight bend of the truth is acceptable from time to time for everyone, its the big, completely unnecessary lies i cant stand. Why lie? Why do something wrong in the first place and then pretend like you haven't done anything. People always get caught out so you might as well tell the truth in the first place. People who lie cannot be trusted. You never know when they are telling the truth or not, i really don't see the point.
Third thing. People who act and pretend. Why play on things, why make them out to be worse than they actually are. Its like the boy who cried wolf. You cant walk around pretending to be something your not, people respect you for who you are, not what you pretend to be. There is no point over exaggerating things to try and avoid the inevitable. It just wont work. You have to face life as it comes and not dodge your way around the things everyone else has to face. That just makes you a coward. Why should other people have to go through things that you don't. Your no different to everyone else.
Fourth thing. Trust. Who can actually be trusted? everyone lets the truth slip every now and then but some more than others. Can anyone be trusted. It tends to be the people who you trust most who stab you in the back. You tell them your secrets and soon you find everyone knows.
Fifth thing. Not being able to be yourself because of the fear. Everyone should be themselves and they shouldn't have to hide it from others in fear what they might say. Everyone has the right and no one should judge before meeting a person. I think its pathetic how people can presume things and make others believe that a person is no good. People should be able to live their lives how they want without others interfering and getting in the way.
Sixth thing. Emotions. Is anyone in control of their emotions. I have the worst mood swings, one moment i can go from laughing to crying. Some people are able to control their emotions and keep a happy face all day but some people cant. The tears fall constantly, but is that a good thing?
Seventh thing. Wrong decisions. People make decisions all the time, some right, some wrong. When making the wrong decision you realise after now whilst making the decision. People shouldn't be blamed for their wrong decisions because everyone makes them. I regret some of the decisions i have made but there is nothing i can do now. You have to live with the decisions you make and no one can help you but yourself.
Eighth thing. Regret. Most people live a life of regret, wishing they had done things when they didn't or wanting to take back things that they couldn't. I wish regret was never invented. I regret soo many things, and i wish i could taker more things back. Many people don't admit regretting things but everyone suffers from it.
Ninth Thing. Judging. I know for me personally people judge me for who my family is, my friends, things I've been through, but i think, until you know me and my past you cant judge. People who jump to conclusions are wrong. They should wait until they know their facts and not just judge how a person is acting. People stereotype others a lot. Just because a person is too loud or dresses weird they are no different to anyone else. Everyone should be treated equally.
My last moan, one i always talk about. Jealousy. An emotion which will rule many peoples lives. I find myself becoming more and more possessive, wanting whats best fro me and not caring about others. I find myself feeling horrid emotions towards others who do better than me. Its not right, i shouldn't be able to control people just because they want to spend time with other people or do things themselves. I shouldn't feel like this if I'm not picked for something and someone else is. Why is it i feel this way. 'She's prettier than me, he spends more time with her than with me, I'm not good enough' I think these thoughts all the time and its not healthy. Some people are able to hide this very well but i wont deny the way i feel. I cant help feeling second best and not good enough. I can try and live up to other peoples standards but sometimes its just not good enough and that's what hurts.
I'm sorry you have had to listen to my rants, but you chose to read on...
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